Quotidian misanthropy  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 16, 2017, 8:38 a.m.   |   Public The Male ordered the new wall paper. I think he found the best wallpaper pattern in all of the internet. Skulls or spiders would improve it, but no thing’s perfect. This is it:  http://www.ebay.com/itm/331950049826?_trksid=p2057872.m2749.l2649&ssPageName=STRK%3AMEBIDX%3A  it The MRI was a nightmare, but diazepam kept me from literally running away; and afterwards we had some surprisingly nice cafeteria food, (pork chops with fruit on them, and cheesecake). I got a letter from the MRI department yesterday, saying that it was normal; so “yay” for not having a brain tumor, or whatever the neurologist thought I might have, I guess. I should just be glad that I don’t need neurosurgery, but part of me is irritated that I had to go through that for more or less nothing. And knowing that my neurology isn’t “normal”, I’m wondering w...

Today in people who need to be bitch slapped, then left to freeze and starve, (like I did) : *Now with more biting condescension!*  in  Misanthropic Rants.  June 19, 2017, 8:54 a.m.   |   Friends Only Edited to add the last thing that I told him, before I blocked his moronic ass: The piece of shit said: “Centrist Moderately right on economic issues Moderately left on social issues Strongly anti Patriot act Strongly pro privacy Strongly pro education Strongly anti welfare Strongly anti military Strongly anti illegal immigration Other than these, i don’t care much about most issues. I’m equally distrustful of religious conservatives as much as of people with the mentality of “we’re fucked and our only hope is for the government to save us” You didn’t miss this post, did you? Most Texans would think I’m a Leftist. I agree with the Left on some issues and the Right on others; I think for myself rather than going with a prepackaged set of ideals which i...

Morons.  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 19, 2017, 9:08 a.m.   |   Public This is the slightly less homicidal bleed over from my last, friends only, post. These people tried to freeze and starve me to death. Denied me shelter, literally and personally. I’ve seen first hand what they’re about. And other liberals who empathize with these pieces of shit just have no idea what they’re talking about. You can’t teach an alligator to survive on kale; and you can’t un-indoctrinate a fundy. (I’m sure in rare cases it’s possible; but the amount of effort wouldn’t be worth it for the scant results.) (For those blissfully unaware: “Fundie or fundy (plural fundies) is a pejorative slang abbreviation used to refer to religious fundamentalists of any religion or denomination, although it is primarily directed towards fundamentalist Christians. The term is used most commonly by those opposed to the Christian Right movement”) These p...

Meltdown lycanthropy.  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 19, 2017, 8:14 p.m.   |   Public I know how a werewolf would feel. The loss of control. The need to  destroy . The sense of being  in  your body, but more as an observer than being at the helm. You can push the wheel one way or the other, just a little; just enough to pick  where  the destruction takes place, what it’s aimed at, but that’s about it. And heaven help anybody that gets in your face, even to be compassionate; because that tiny bit of control will disappear under the least bit of influence. For the last three or four days I’ve been battling fleas. And because I had a cat die from the earliest version of spot-on (Advantage, and it’s ilk) years ago, I WILL NOT use it. So I have a dog going out and coming in, several times a day, and getting a Dawn dish soap flea bath, at fifteen minutes of sitting and keeping her from shaking it all ...

Communication, people.  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 21, 2017, 12:41 a.m.   |   Public I read a lot of posts from autistic people who can’t find a partner, and neurotypicals who are in relationships with aspies and miserable. Supposedly we’re unaffectionate robots who neither need love, nor provide it to our partners. No question, I don’t need the same level of emotional support as the vast majority of people, women especially. When I was single, men found that attractive. Don’t want to be particularly romantic or clingy? Fine by me. I’d rather just play video games and paint all day anyway. Plus I love older cars, and apparently I’m very rude. Once upon a time I was very popular with the stoner/biker crowd. Not that I really have much in common with your average  men , either, but when you’re sick and tired of the usual romantic bullshit, apparently an aspie girl is sort of like a breath of fresh air. Now the obv...

Why do exes think I want to be their Facebook friend?  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 23, 2017, 1:53 a.m.   |   Public So my most recent ex, before my current, two decade partner, sent me a friend request on Facebook. My immediate reaction: “Ha ha ha ha. What am I, an idiot? Does he think that I forgot how he cheated on me with some guy in a trailer court, (No, that’s not a typo. He’s either gay or bi, and I found out about a year in, by surprise, that he really likes anal.) left me to go to parties without me, dumped me eight times in two years, and generally made me look like a fool?” But as I was painting Shub Niggurath tonight, it occurred to me that I’ve accepted friend requests from other ex-boyfriends. So I’m trying to pin down why this is different. The other exes in question were both high school boyfriends, whom I no longer feel much of anything about, good or bad. One I sort of feel bad for, because he was a...

I'm the human equivalent of a cactus.  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 24, 2017, 5:48 p.m.   |   Public I may well be the Facebook Blocked List Queen. At last count I, I have over 800 names on my Blocked List. I block all republicans, fundamentalist christians, sport hunters, bigots, and anyone who defends anyone who is. After the last presidential election, I blocked a few people I’d previously really wanted to maintain contact with; including my half sister, and a very old friend, because they supported Cheeto Mc.Pussygrabber. And after that, I gave up on Facebook. It seemed like, sooner or later, I was going to block  everyone ; so what was the point of even going there? Obviously I need a new strategy if I’m going back. And I have to go back eventually, to market my art. That’s where I made most of my sales in years past, so it’s something that I have to come up with a plan for. Presently I’m just posting funny c...

Mundanity on a good day:  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 24, 2017, 8:30 p.m.   |   Public Mundanity Everybody else writes about their daily pointlessness. Maybe I should too, while I wait for dinner. Be jealous, sundry women, for my mate is a cook of no small talent. I never know what he’s making. He just brings in the food, and I try to act pleasantly surprised, even on burrito days. If he dies before me, I’ll be living on Banquet T.V dinners, and it will suck. Of course I’ll be too suicidal from missing him to care, but that’s not the point. We got over our fight a few days ago, as I knew we would. Been there, done that. At an average of one fight a month, for twenty one years, that’s 252 fights. So it’s no wonder I can predict the outcomes at this point.  He apologized and promised to use actual words next time. (Duh!) We had some  exceptional  sex yesterday. He ignored me while I was washing a cat...

On masks and self-harm:  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 25, 2017, 4:31 p.m.   |   Public Other people are afraid of loved ones seeing their diaries. I’m not. I’ve spent my entire life offending and upsetting everyone I know; so I’m transparent. I gave up on trying to only show people the parts of me that I think they’d like a LONG time ago. No matter what I do sooner or later I p!ss off everybody but the most patient and compassionate subset of the population  anyway . Therefore pretending to be something that I’m not is pointless. I’m terrible at maintaining the mask, so I just never even bother to put it on unless I really have to. That’s why this is public, and both the Male and my Australian friend have standing invitations to read it anytime they want. Pretenses just make keeping them straight a pain in the ass. I’m as “real” as it gets. - The Male told me, early in our relationship, that he liked me because I’m ...

Today in bimbos who need a reality check:  in  People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.  June 27, 2017, 8:35 a.m.   |   Public Firstly, I don’t see how this could be construed as an “attack” on anyone, since I don’t mention who it is. At one point I quote her, because it’s relevant, but that’s it. So if my venting is too inflammatory, I’ll just stop coming here, because  venting  is what I created this blog thing  for . I copy everything to Blogger too, so I can shut this down at any time. - I’m well used to getting run out of places, this would hardly be the first. And there’s a reason the Prosebox Facebook page has less than 10k “likes”. With that out of the way: So I just blocked another person here, because her constant complaining about  nothing  finally became unbearable. If this were facebook, I would’ve said something first, but since the vastly inferior blocking system here deletes everything you said to...