Nov 12th 2016

Two months left to see my therapist. in People suck. Cats are awesome. Dogs are alright.

  •  Nov. 12, 2016, 5:30 p.m.
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I draw a line. I make no distinction. Either you’re a decent human being, which is a very rare thing, or you’re a malicious waste of space. I’ve long advocated compulsory sterilization, based on IQ. If we had that, this planet would be a perfectly lovely place to live, for those who remained. We’d have no fundamentalism, no GOP, and all crime would at least be well thought out and have a genuine reason.
Obamacare saved my life. I left a state where I had no health care and no diagnosis and no way to even TRY for SSI, with no job and no place to live, and moved to one where I FINALLY qualified for expanded medicaid and could see a psychologist. And lo and behold, I have a a whole slew of neurological problems, greatly worsened by living for decades with no f@#$ing support from my family or any professionals, in the f@#$ing Bible belt, piling psychological problems on top of my neurological ones, as I tried and repeatedly got knocked back, trying to hold a job and get along with my family and their friends.
Of course my entire family are a bunch of fundamentalist nutjobs , choosing a delusion over reality and voting for that FANTASY over my f@#$ing health care. Thanks to them I now have TWO MONTHS to try to get the rest of my bad teeth pulled, my psychiatric testing done, and all the documentation I can for my case.
Never mind that what few friends I DO have are largely minority members or disabled people, and I, and most of them, are women. So they voted to F@#$ all of us. Rape is great, groping is fine, harassing black people and autistic people is officially endorsed; and f@#$ it, we’ll just track every Muslim the same ay Hitler tried to monitor the Jews in Germany, because THAT makes sense.
NO. I don’t care WHAT their EXCUSES are. If you voted for that fascist, rapist, narcissistic, MORON; you are a MALICIOUS, MALIGNANT, PERSON. PERIOD.
I make no distinction. I see no difference. I do not care.
Relatives who voted to take away my healthcare told me ” maybe it won’t be that bad”, “don’t give up hope”, “I don’t think it was meant to be that sweeping”, “I understand that but”.... My sister, my favorite aunt, my niece’s husband, and three of what I thought were my BEST FRIENDS.
AND I CALLED THEM ALL EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE, and BLOCKED them.
This country holds the record for the longest uninterrupted period of peaceful transitions of power. Think about that.
And realize that, statistically, NO RECORD can go UNBROKEN forever.
And if you voted for or support that piece of s@#$, you serve no purpose in even existing. You do no good by being alive. You have hurt people, and are encouraging vastly more harm by your political stance.
And don’t bother arguing with me. I cannot be moved. I’ll just remind you of what shallow, idiotic, narcissistic, xenophobic, racist, sexist, rapist sympathizing, healthcare eliminating, harassment promoting, piece of F@#$ING S@#$ you are, and block you.
I come here to vent, so I’m less likely to actually act on my homocidal tendencies. Don’t f@$$ with me.
And in two months, I WON’T BE ABLE TO SEE MY THERAPIST ANY MORE, THANKS TO YOU SH@#HEADS.
Be afraid.

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